Sometimes is never quite enough
If you´re flawless, then you´ll win my love
Don´t forget to win first place
Don´t forget to keep that smile on your face 
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You´ve got to measure up
And make me prouder 
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet 

Be a good girl
You´ve gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn´t good enough
To make us proud
I´ll live through you
I´ll make you what I never was
If you´re the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I´m doing this for your own damn good
You´ll make up for what I blew
What´s the problem . . . why are you crying 

Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn´t fast enough
To make us happy
We´ll love you just the way you are if you´re perfect 

Currently Listening Jagged Little Pill By Alanis Morissette perfect see related

ughhh....another year has come and gone and life still sucks..anyway...

i was on the KCE of course...and they have a top 5 kelly moment of the year thread, so i decided to do my own top five moment of the year post...anyway

5. SISSY!!! haha...fun times with her.....she should be higher than number five i know, because she is amazing...but since 1-4 would not have been possible without her and she was included in all of them, she really is the whole list....anyway...random times and laughs with sissy!!!  inside jokes (jack is back, hope you dont have a heart attach, and potus...watch your back!! hehe...and just cause youre the potus, dont mean jack wont notice), taking santa claus is coming to town to church..lmao...imitating cameron diaz and true blue fisher duddy, and abrreving EVERYTHING....(GG, VM, GA, DCs! (HAHAHAHAHA!!)), her fantabulous witty remarks in response to...well everything, i=12, making up sign language to songs, her auditioning for idol (work on that damn stage presence goddamnit!! hehe..jk..i love you! bring me with next year and you will make it all the way!! haha..or we will end up singing the national anthemm...not really sure which one is beetter!) , and god knows what else but she is my favorite person in the whole entire world!!! (she even beats kelly!!thats an amaaaaazing feat!!) plus she buys me scratchoffs!! yay for that!!!

4. Random other events (Basically other great things that i cant give their own number..hehehehe!!) The dixie chicks concert!! we got to sit in a suite and it was amazing..we had a private bathroom and food and super nice seats and felt like superstars!! yayyy!! plus the concert was fricken AMAZING!!, going to see brooklyn and wicked...going to twins games wiht sissy, cody and amber...gophers basketball games (JAMAL ABU SHAMALA!!!! <3 ), falling in love with greys anatomy and 24.....etc...scratchoffs!!!!!

3. The idol five concert!! that was GREAAAAAAAT!! I was the ONLY person standing up on the whole floor and EVERYBODY waved at me...mandisa, ace (was like singing right to me), KELLIE!!!, lisa, pretty much all of them either waved or made eye contact or something....it was great...plus paris's grandma was RIGHT behind us (hehehe!!! we had better seats!! bitchasses!) so we were talking to her, and i got a signed chris daughtry guitar pick!! yayyyy....it was great!

2. Getting accepted to the PSEO program..on my 16th birthday....that was pretty sweet!! I had been waiting forever hear  back and had just about given up, when i got a call from my mom telling me that the letter came...then  came ehome and it was taped to my bedroom door and then i opened it....and yeah....ive been wanting to do it foreverrrrr and hopefully that will help me out in the future...

1. Two things tie for this spot...Kelly winning her first two (of many more to come) Grammy's.....that night was fabulous....i dont know who cried more..kelly or me...probably me!!! and My kelly roadtrip and two Addicted tour concert dates....talk about the greatest weekend ever!! 6 states (seven if you count louisiana!! LMAO!!), three days, two concerts and four other crazzzzzzzy kelly fans equals a wholllllle lot of fun!!! and a shitload of laughter, more inside jokes than you could possible imaagine, the best theme song ever (come on baby lets go) and the greatest video diary ever!!!! plus what could be more fun than five crazy people in a confined space of a car, stalking children in station wagons, getting lost in chicago, SCRATCHOFFFSSSSS!! <3....jenny rae meeting kelly...kelly concerts!!, peoplke on drug dancing very wierd and throwing up at said kelly concerts, dnacing in the SUBG confetti, meeting other kelly fans, sucking up to the ford lady, telling people you drove 1000 miles to be there, an d are driving antoehr thousand miles as soon as the concert is over and watching their jaws visibly drop..haha...anyway...greatest week ever!!!

so that concludes it..i probably forgot a ton of shit but you know i have selective memory so whatever!!

yeah..i was gonna write more but im straving, have to pee and dont feel like it so whatever...alright..

love yall..byyyyye!

Currently Watching 24 - Season Two By Kiefer Sutherland, Carlos Bernard, Reiko Aylesworth, Sarah Wynter, Dennis Haysbert, Elisha Cuthbert, Xander Berkeley, Penny Johnson Jerald see related

so.....i figured i would post a little something because i am bored and havent done so in a couple weeks...even though no one reads this so i suppose it doesnt matter....

sissy and i have been baking like CRAAAAAAAAAZZYYYY these past few days and we still arent done...we made chocolate dipped pretzel sticks, and chocolate drizzled pretzels becuase actually dipping them in chocolate takes a large amount of time and energy and we didnt feel like doing that..lol.  we also made homemade nut rolls, and carmel puffcorn, and peanut butter cookies with kisses in them, and that might be it....lol..but we still have to make cupcakes and these pretzel things that are super good, plus i have to make pies and i might make some russian teacakes because they are delicious and i LOVE them and i make them every year so you know...

what else..

it finally snowed yesterday! YAYYYYYY!!!!!! i was so excited...it started snowing during my chem test, but then had to drive home in it and that was NO FUN!!  i kept sliding and slipping and it jusy was no good at all..but we have snow and it finallly feels like christmas!!!!

what else....

i finished my first semester of college...that was fun!! i am SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO excited because i got an A- in my political science class...now usually the though of an A- would make me want to jump of a bridge, but my standards have been greatly lowered this year, plus i am consoling myself with the idea that it was my first real college class..an A- is pretty good i guess...but the reason i am SOOOOO excited is because i seriously thought that i would be lucky if i got a C in that class...because i got a B- on my first paper, and B- on my first test, and a B+ (almost A- on my second paper...) so that means i had to get more than 200 on my final exam which isnt even possible because i didnt do the extra credit question...seriously...i have NOOO effin idea how that happened but i am not going to complain...but seriously..to get an A- in that class i needed to get like 300/200 on my final exam and im sorry but it just wasnt that good...so yeah..no idea what happened there.....there were two times where my teacher said that we would get extra points because we stayed for the whole class when like 75% of it left, but i dont think he gave me 100 bonus points for that....i seriously have no effin idea what happened there but i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!! okay..i think i figured it out..if i got 10 extra bonus points for each time i stayed after, then i only needed to get 167 on my final to get an A-....and that is plausible...so maybe thats what happened..who knows? im happy thoguh!!

ummm....i want it to be two days after christmas...thats when my christmas present comes...a pretty new cell phone...im hella excited for that!! and i am getting Veronica Mars season two for christmas and im super excited for that, even though ive already watched it..haha...and  a new dvd recorder because my other one is pretty much shot.....its sad though because i loved that one SOOOO much but it wont read dvds any more and yeah....and i got some clothes that are super cute so im excited for that...and yeah...

kelly posted a new journal entry...its great...according to her christmas is alla bout hot chocolate..hehe...im more of an apple cider girl myself but yeah.t.hat cracked me up!!! and she was like "and hot chocoloate is cheap, woohoo!!" LOL!!!! that is great!

sissy and i started watching 24 season four because we got it on sale for 16 bucks...WOOHOO!! thats SO cheap..so yeha..we only have one episode left....i love chloe!!!!!!!!! "THEYRE GONNA RAM USSS!!!" hahaha....shes great!! 

alright i am gonna go shower and then bake some pies or something...

i hope yall have a merry christmas!!

Ky

Currently Listening American Idol: The Great Holiday Classics By Various Artists My Grown Up Christmas List- Kelly see related

kellie pickler loves me..and my sissy!

so more on the Kellie Pickler concert on saturday

Alright...Nichole and I woke up at 4:30 and got ready...left about fiveish...we got there a little before 5:30 I think and there was already about 7 people there, so we tried to find somewhere to park, and we couldnt so I got out of the car to stand in line, while nichole illegally parked in a fire zone..hehe...well then security came to yell at her and told her they would under no circumstances open the east parking (where we were) early, so she would have to park on the other side of the mall and then walk back over here...what the fuck..thats a long ass way in the cold, not so safe place we were at...grrr...so anyway she went to park over there and then TWO MINUTES after she parked over there, they opened the parking on the east side...bitch asses!! so yeah..she walked back to her car and came back over to the east side and got the best parking spot ever...so we waited outside for about two hours..it was cold and the two girls in front of us suddenly multiplied and became like 7 annoying loud screaming little pre-teen girls blasting their music and just being really really annoying..of course their parent was sitting on his lazy ass in the car not watching them at all..grrr!!anyway, so we get inside at 7 and get our wristband and go to get in line...we got there and were SOOO excited because we were almost smack dab center in the front row, and then security came and told the people in frong of us to move down, which would have put us right under the microphone but the bitch ass preteens threw a fit and were like..no we arent moving..and security told thme they could eithe rmove or leave altogether and the dad (WHITE TRASH by the way!) was like..fine we will just go get some coffee and come back then, and security was like..okay fine but you have to leave...well they just let two people go in front of them adn then got back in line..bitch asses...our spots were pretty good though...right on the corner of the stage....so yeah..we hung out for about an hour and then we saw everybody else standing up and taking pictures and stuff, and we realized that kellie was there! she did an interview for the local news and was there for like an hour...that was a lot o f fun...shes hilarious!! highlights include...

*the interview told her she was bringing sexy back and she goes "where did it go??"
*she was trying on shoes and they had these super ugly boots...so anyway she turned to the crowd and went "DO NOT BUY THESE!!!" and everybody cracked up and she goes "im just looking out for yall...these are hott..buy these but do not buy those boots..these yes..those no!!" it was great!
*she ended up cutting somebodys hair...like for real cutting....the story before her was about locks of love so there were two people there getting their hair cut and they let kellie try...she got super into it..she was like thinning it out, and doing layers..making sure it was all even..it was great.  the real haircutting dude was like "hey-your doing a good job" and she goes "really?? im a beauty school drop out too!!" and when she was done she turned the the crowd and went "who's next??? that was fun..i think im gonna open my own salon!!" it was for real..GREAT!
*after she was done cutting hair she had hair all over her and her people gave her a lint roller and she was lint rolling everything...even her shoes...it was hilar!!
*she put on a santa hat to take a picture and was like "ho ho ho" it sounded hilarious in her accent!! and she took a picture with the hair cutting dude and they were holding pictures kind of like you would do a peace sign and she had her head turned and looked all ghetto..it was  GREAT!!!!!

yeah...so she left after a little while...but that was fun and enertaining....anyway we waited about another three hours, nichole and i took turns going out and doing things...and we chatted with the people next to us....marie and her boyfriend...they were so nice and super funny and we had a blast hanging out and tlaking abut the stupid pre teens and their white trashy dad..he had out this big lawn chair and had sunglasses on and was wearing a sleeveless shirt and it was just kind of grosss....anyway..at noon security came and tried to get us to move down.....okay..that would have been fine except for hte HUGE ASS CHRISTMAS TREEE, that was three stories tall that would have been in our way...hell no..we had been waiting for 6 hours..there was no way in hell we were gonna move to a spot where we couldnt see.....anyway..security kept freakin out and going on and on about the big gap we had to fill..so my sissy...my fabulous fabulous sissy who i love oh so much goes "well if i go and fiind people in the way back that want to stand there and fill up the gap can i do that instead?" and the guy wa slike..yeah i suppose so...so nichole goes and finds like 10 people to come stand up there so we dont have to move...it was great!! they wree all super happy because they couldnt see in the back anyway, and here they could get their autograph and jsut leave...so yeah..all was fine and dandy until some random creepy lady behind us taps ncihoel on the shoulder and goes "excuse me..why did you just bring all these people us with you" so we explained everything and told her security gave us permission...omg..she FREAKED out...goiing on and on and on about her security cant do that and its not fair and blah balh blah blah blah...so we go..you know what...whatever, you can come up here too if you want..she she JUMPS up and goes underneath the divider to come up the the front row and then continued yelling at us for bringing other people up there...what the fuck you just did the same fucking thing you dumbass..so yeah..this went on for 15 minutes..her screaming about how security cant allow that and it isnt fair and blah balh balh even thoiugh she did the same exact thing..dumbass....so we were like..yeah we understand how you feel and we didnt mean to hurt you, but we have been here since 5 am and drove five hours (umm..exaggerating for a point okay..hehe) and we are not going to stand somewhere where we arent going to be able to see...security gave us permission andd we arent going to not do it just because it upsets you....so yeah..then she yelled at security and the guy that told us we could do it suddenly changed his story, and then nichole confronted him and he backed down because he knew we were right, and the people that we broguht up were yelling at this lady and it was GREAT!! after we figured it all out the stupid lady apoligized everey other minute for the reast of the show..omg..shut the fuck up...we were all over it and didnt care anymore..ughhh.... anyway.,.they started playing Kellie's CD over the loud speakers and so we were all singing along and having a good time and then her band came out and we talked to her guitarist..his name was clint...he thought we were creepy and moved to the other side of the stage..all we did was ask hiim name...lol...it was great!! 

 so yeah..then kellie came out and she sang small town girl, things that never cross a mans mind, my angel, stand by your man (cover) and red high heels and did a great job!!! she has improved a lot!!! but yeah she LOVED nichole and me!! for real..we were singing along and she was over on our side of the stage like 60% of the time, looking right into our camera, and pointing at us, waving at us, making eye contact with us, imitating our movement, etc, etc...basically she loved us...it was great!!  then when it was time for the autograph session...her manager dude was talking about the rules and kellie was sitting at this table and she was looking at me so i smiled at her, and she smiled back and waved! it was cute..then we got up there and her manager dude got all pissy because i didnt realize the line had moved and was waiting in the back like you do and kelly clarkson meet and greets... so basiccally how this whole deal worked for everybody else was you handed her manager dude whatever you wanted signed, and he set it down in front of kellie, who signed it and said hello to you, and then handed your autograph to another manageresque person who then handed it to you and then you left....no contact with kellie at all really except ot maybe say hello..you were standing there for liek 1 second if even..well i handed mine to her manageer and he gave it to her and she looked up at me and goes "hi!" and i was like "hi..you were fantastic!!" and she was like "aww, thank you, here you go babe" nd handed me my autograph. (and her manager who she was supposed to give it to gave me a dirty look.HAHA!) then i said thank you and she said..oh youre welcome!  and then when it was my sissy's turn kellie was like "i saw you two out there singing...you knew every word, thats so cool..thank you so much!!" and then we were like..oh thank! you were amazing..thank you so much..byyye and she goes...byyye yall!! it was cute and yeah..her manager dude was giving us dirty looks because we were up there for like 30 seconds and were actually tlaking to her when he just wanted to hurry up and get the hell out of there....

but yeah..all in all it was an amazing day and kellie pickler is offically the only idol to go from my most hated idols list (#3) to my most loved (a distant #2)...but yeah..kellie pickler loves me!! she loved me inaugust to..thats when she winked at me..hehe...

anyway i took tons of pictures and video of most of the show so here it is if yall want to see!!

pictures: http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v296/klyroxmysox/Kellie%20at%20the%20MOA/

Videos:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTi0k5FxrVo Red High Heels
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KaO-KCAU3h4 My Angel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOfliiT7MG0 Stand By Your Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjQkQ_RQjJg Things That Never Cross A Mans Mind
i have small town girl also, but the link isnt live yet, so im sure if you watch the other ones, you ccan find them..lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPGf4-sBohw Cutting Hair (lol!)

i met kellie pickler on saturday.

and she loves me. and my sissy.

she waved at me like 100000000 times in twenty minutes, and kept coming over by me and my sissy to sing and she was pointing at us and stuff!!  and i was videotaping the whole thing and she looked right into the camera about 30 bajillion times....

shes so cute

i have to go to school but ill post my pictures/videos and funny stories later!!

my sissy rocks and kellie pickler loves us pretty much sums it all up though!!

gotta go

love yall

ky